I got back to Vegas the day before yesterday. It's weird. I walked into my room and .... nothing had changed. Time stood still for 4 weeks inside my bedroom. It's not like I expected it to change, or anything.. just, a weird feeling is all.
It's nice to be with my friends, even though I'm realizing more and more that I really can only depend on myself for certain things, and that I can't keep looking elsewhere for validation. I have to validate myself first. I think that sometimes I just get so lonely, just hanging out with myself. I'm pretty cool and all, but if you were stuck inside of my head for a day I don't know if you'd want to hang out with me either. Um, so, I got a piercing. A monroe. It's cute.
Picture here. You can't really see it that well, it just looks like a zit haha. But it's cute. I'm still getting used to it. The first night I was back, I twitched in my sleep and smacked myself right in the face, and it started bleeding everywhere. Whoops.
My new roommate cooks A LOT. In fact, the entire house smells like food all the time because she is always cooking. I have to run candles constantly to cover up the food smell. It doesn't help that the smell of food makes me hungry. I've been in my bedroom a lot the past few days in order to avoid the smell causing my appetite to flare up. Bah.
School starts for me on Tuesday. Just keep swimming, just keep swimming... I have to do better this semester. Operation: Graduate by December in full effect now.. Haha.
