confusion is nothing new...I feel like there are a million things piling on top of me. I'm stuck at the bottom of a never-ending pile of bullshit and life. It's frustrating, and sometimes I feel hopeless.. like tonight. I'm struggling in so many ways right now, and it's been this way for two years. It makes me wonder when all of this crap is going to end. When am I going to actually look at my life and
LIKE it? I have been brushing it off for so long, I can't ignore it now.
I wish I were one of those people with talent. Any talent. I feel so boring and plain, nothing special.
It's depressing. Blech.
Back to Vegas tomorrow. Home. I should be happier.
